I am happiest when I am with you.
Only when we get together do I find myself smiling, giggling, laughing like kids do.
Though it was not like the feeling I had when we were together snuggling on your bed nor like the peace of mind I experienced the time I closed my eyes, seeing you sleeping beside me; not even the joy you brought me when I woke up in the morning seeing you first thing the moment I opened my eyes.
Still, I am the happiest.
Few are the moments when we now get together.Rare are the times when I see you close enough.
Odd are the instances that i see you smile at me, again.
Way back months ago, things were running smoothly between us. Until I broke everything good between us by giving color and meaning to what we have.
Since then, you distanced yourself from me. Convoluted as I was, I tried to reach you for answers to questions lingering in my mind, but, to no avail.
What I miss the most about you?
Its the way you smile whenever you pass by me. Its the way you look into my eyes when I talk to you. Its the way you tell your stories during our meetups. And the way my hand fits yours.
I really miss the way things were, between us.
And so now, every chance I get, I take pictures. I try to capture those moments of you and me together. Because it is only through these, that we can be “us”.
And only through those moments, that I am my happiest.