After today, nights shall be longer and days shall be shorter.
That is the Autumnal Equinox.
Ever since I started spending time with you,every day has always been a long day for me. An hour seems like eternity whenever you are beyond my reach. A minute feels like years of not setting my eyes on you. Seconds get by so slow that I want to drag it faster, to be with you again. This makes my day long… longer than the day before it.
Every night during the past year has always been short nights for me. Seconds after I reach home, I park on cyberspace hoping to see you again. Minutes of waiting doesn’t count anymore when your name finally pops up on my screen. Hours of being online–chatting, talking, laughing with you–appear to run so fast. This makes my night short… shorter every time I log off and retire to bed.
Haven’t I told you that I like you? Haven’t I shared that if I could ever find another version of me, that would be you? Haven’t I conveyed my willingness to try things out between us?
I had adjusted my life just to have you in it, but I guess you do not plan to include me in yours. I focused too much on you, who doesn’t see my worth as a friend or my value as a person. I had practically lived an unhealthy lifestyle that seems to work against my body and myself.
“Observe a balanced lifestyle,” said a concerned friend, and suggested 3 things:
- Less time online.
- Include fitness activities.
- Establish new and renew old friendship.
A year of chasing after you , I think I lost Life. I do not see my old self anymore– the old jolly me. So, I shall give my friend’s advice a shot.
I’ll try to regain Life by doing the autumnal equinox:
After today, my nights shall be longer and my days shall be shorter.