For the past 29 days, I lived in ecstasy.
I have focused all my attention to you, that in effect diminished my awareness of the other things surrounding you and me.
I heard over the radio last night, that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but never they forget how you made them feel.
This past 4 weeks, you made me feel a roller coaster of emotions. From heightened joys to the deepest cuts, from happy thoughts to sad goodbyes, from being too close yet seemingly still very far…those will be forever etched in my heart and soul.
Right from the start, you always knew you are special to me.
If you will just allow me to show you how much you mean to me, how much I wanted you in my life… how much I needed you… maybe, just maybe, you could have a change of heart.
For now, I will still live in ecstacy, that’s for sure. But for how long, that is something I still need to answer.