I tried doing what you always do to me.
- Do not send that first text to let you know I am worried.
- Do not care to know how have was your day and how you been.
- Do not post any status that will update you of what’s up with me.
- Do not show any reactions or emotions, when you hear my name.
- Do not entertain the slightest idea of ‘us’ or ‘we’ in any way.
I was successful in the #1 and #2. But its a challenge accomplishing the rest.
- this is Nothing Really.
- just Numbered Reflection.
- some Notes Realized.
- still No Response.
- I am Neglected, Rejected.
- that’s Natural Reaction.
- this is New Reality.
- I am Needing Recovery.
Do you have to go through this struggle, too?
