Month: September 2010

Day 38. Reboot.

When the system does not respond, this is what is done usually.  And I am doing just the same with my own state of mind.  I am hoping that by doing so, I can refresh my system and continue doing what I am supposed to do in this life time. So here it is, CTRL […]

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Day 37. NR.

I tried doing what you always do to me. Do not send that first text to let you know I am worried. Do not care to know how have was your day and how you  been. Do not post any status that will update you of what’s up with me. Do not show any reactions […]

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Day 36. Last Option.

When every thing else fails, and you do not have any other choice,that when you entertain the thought of me. When there is something new with you, even the smallest possible good news you may have, it would be me who will know it the last. When there is something bad that happened,  the world […]

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Day 35. Fear.

I felt that in you today. I wanted to console you, I wished to reassure you, I long to tell you I am still here… Your eyes met mine, three times today. And if my eyes could only speak to yours,  maybe, just maybe, it would lessen that feeling of fear in you… knowing you […]

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Day 34. Difference.

If there is one thing I would like to leave, that would be the difference I made in your life.  So many times I tried to burst that bubble of silence,  to break the ice of coldness and to bring down the wall of awkwardness. And most of that many times, I don’t get the result favorable […]

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Day 33. Cabs.

That’s how I get home nowadays. What I look forward to are the moments I have to spent with you. We do not talk much on things during those rides, but the fact that I am with you on your way home is more than enough to make me feel comfortable on my bed when I […]

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Day 32. Hobby.

We went to different places for the long weekend.  I was silently wishing you were with me, spending time on the shore during the sunset or taking an early morning walk on the beach.  But I didn’t have the guts to contact you, since my reaching out always fall into deaf ears. I did what […]

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Day 31. Mathematics.

You made me smile when I learned that you, too, joined Math competitions way back your school life. In the back of my mind, I imagine you answering those tricky math questions, beating the time limit and the smile in your face that you do rarely, when you get things right.  My smile vanished when […]

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Day 30. May I Know Everything?

The question that came as an avalanche. Friends and followers of my posts kept wondering what the ironic terms are for in my tumblogs. And I think I owe them an explanation.  Starting Day 1 and up to now, I am trying to chronicle the days that I will be cherishing the most for the rest […]

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