145 Days Of Ed

145 Days of Ed.

I chronicled 145 entries of daily tumblr logs. I wanted something to remind me of this ‘time of my life’. This period has been a turning point in my journey. I had 145 days of mixed emotions— happy and sad, highs and lows, good and bad. These logs will always remind me of my days with the […]

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Day 11. More and Less.

I see you smiling more often now. I may not know the reason for the glow in your eyes, the excitement in your voice and the happiness that you radiate. But one thing I know is that something had changed, since the first time your eyes met mine. That broke the ice. Many chances to […]

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Day 10. Kryptonite and Superman.

You never saw me in my most vulnerable state. You always see me as the invincible one—strong, brave and composed. I tend to project and believe that I can do everything. I think that’s the reason why maybe, just maybe, you seem to be not interested in me. You cannot see any chance or probability […]

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Day 9. Astig and Adik.

Astig. That’s what you call me when I do extraordinary things for you.  When I get the chance to do a favor for you, I make it a point to do it with much fervor and affection. That’s the only way I know to convey how significant you are to me, without frightening you away. […]

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Day 8. Misses and Hits.

We often see little chances to be together.  Just like today, we could have grabbed that opportunity to be with each other. I could have shared a seat with you during dinner, laughed with you on your silly jokes, or just walk beside you on our way home. We tried to grab it, but we […]

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Day 7. Passion.

One thing that I admire in you is your passion. You are someone who has that desire in perfecting a craft that you choose to go into—be it a new approach or strategy to increase productivity, or a new hobby that interests you. You always do things with so much love and zeal. You are […]

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Day 6. Immediate and Deferred.

When you want something for yourself, it just takes a little of your time before you get it right away. You would always tell me, when you have finally decided that you want it, why delay the self-gratification?  How I wish I could just be a gadget that you would want to get for yourself… […]

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Day 5. Dinner and Breakfast.

It’s our first dinner together after more than year.  Nothing has changed, except that we are a year older and the few inches added on our waists. You were still the chicken-lover I have known 2 years ago when we had our first meal together at Jollibee, enjoying Jolly spaghetti, Chickenjoy plus extra rice.  As we […]

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Day 4. Detached and Attached.

I was on the bus with you, but I felt we were like strangers. I only wished it was you who were with me throughout the day, guiding me in the activities, laughing with me on the stories told, swimming with me on the pool, and creating more constructed realities that we shall both look […]

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Day 3. Offline and Online.

I logged into my messenger and found you offline. Or so I thought. It hurts to discover I am part of your stealth settings so you can be permanently offline on my list… Why do you have to do that to me?  Don’t I deserve to see you online? ~ I logged into my messenger […]

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